| Suddenly realized that I was expecting the impossible. When I was expecting the response that would make me happier, I forgot that it might make the other person less uncomfortable. Even though I do feel cold and isolated sometimes, that has been the style since the beginning.
Stop expecting the impossible. When you want someone to entertain you, why don't you entertain yourself, and maybe the other person too?
Today, I didnt lose any job offer. But I felt more upset than losing a job offer myself (Probably because I am used to it  ). Weird. Hope you get an even better dream job soon. I still have faith in you.
Moving back to Toronto in less than a month!
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| 有時候我覺得自己像一隻小小鳥 想要飛卻怎麼樣也飛不高 也許有一天我棲上了枝頭 卻成為獵人的目標 我飛上了青天才發現自己從此無依無靠 每次到了夜深人靜的時候我總是睡不著 我懷疑是不是只有我的明天沒有變得更好 未來會怎樣究竟有誰會知道 幸福是否只是一種傳說 我永遠都找不到 我是一隻小小小小鳥 想要飛呀飛 卻飛也飛不高 我尋尋覓覓尋尋覓覓一個溫暖的懷抱 這樣的要求算不算太高 所有知道我的名字的人啊你們好不好 世界是如此的小 我們註定無處可逃 當我嚐盡人情冷暖 當你決定為了你的理想燃燒 生活的壓力與生命的尊嚴 哪一個重要 應該要多謝李宗盛......
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不固執於追求，不以堅強為手段擁有為目的 ── 林夕
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| Eyes blinked. Then it's already the second day of 2010. I didnt usually have new year resolution. However, I am worried that I would just waste another year after my eyes blink again. So, gotta plan something. Hope to make this a fruitful year.
Ga Yao Eska!!!!
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| Attending a 1-week makeup course in Toronto. I learnt quite a lot these two days. I might not be very good as an artist, but I like doing makeup on others.
Most people got surprised when they heard that I am taking a makeup course. Engineering and Makeup??? Good, be surprised  It has been a few years since I am learning something I actually enjoy to do. Last time was volleyball in grade 7-9.
Thanks Crystal for initializing the whole idea. Thanks Chloe for letting me stay over at her place. Thanks HenHen for supporting me. 
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